| Since shes been gone, i hate everything... |
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| I miss her like crazy, i feel like shit because i know that i dont act like myself around her anymore and thats what i need to be, and it makes me feel like shit because as much as i just want to be me, there is always this little voice telling me to be what i THINK she needs me to be. I hate being me sometimes cuz i just dont know what to do about a lot of things and i just dont know who i am anymore... |
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| wow im such a fuck up.... were done and i still love her.... god i hate this.... i hate this hole... i hate this feeling, the feeling that the greatest thing to ever happen to me jus walked awy without any feeling left... the feeling that shes always what im thinking about and i prolly never cross her mind... the worst thing was that i knew.... i knew when we first started that one day she would realize that its jake.... and then after she told me she loved me i got hope that maybe somehow i was good enough and that maybe i did deserve this.... but once again i was right and one day she did wake up and realize its jake.... why? what have i done to deserve this heart break? why dont i deserve her?  |
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| wow havent written this thing forever.....i jus need to type....i feel like crap and will get NO sleep tnite....i love her so much....y am i so gay sometimes? |
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| Now you will receive us.
We do not ask for your poor or your hungry.
We do not want your tired and sick.
It is your corrupt we claim.
It is your evil that will be sought by us.
With every breath, we shall hunt them down.
Each day we will spill their blood til it rains down from the skies.
Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal, these are principles which every man of every faith can embrace.
These are not polite suggestions. These are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost.
There are varying degrees of evil, we urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over into true corruption, into our domain.
But if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three and on that day you will reap it.
And we will send you to which ever god you wish. |
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